whoremones

I made banana bread, and googled the second most delicious man in the universe today.

pretty unproductive if you ask me.

012.

Whoever the asshole at Target was that read, Chuck Palahnuik's, "Choke," I hope you die for switching the bottles of hair dye out of the correct boxes. But maybe I should thank that person for instead of my hair being the color I planned, I got something completely different. I think that was the unexpected change I needed.
Today was a day of suprises, all of them were needed, and all of them gave me the satisfaction of knowing I can be alive. Knowing that it's okay for me to be lost in my own community. Knowing that it's the time for me to live on the edge that a lot people talk about.

I'm going to change with the new year.
I need to.

bear grylls:ultimate adventurer

Today is depressing and uneventful. Full of English accents and forests. And all the unique wildlife on tv is starting to bore me. I'm not sure what happened, but I need a change. I'm in a pattern, of waking up, doing nothing, and talking trash. And frankly, I'm not okay with that. I know, I can be a better human being, but I always seem to be stuck on the same level.
I realized, that I'm becoming a bad artist, because I'm lazy. Good artists do art.

I suck and I know it.
and I'm too lazy too change myself.

Christmas Day

Besides it being Christmas, today was an exceptionally wonderful day.

I thought of a really pretty lyrical ballad on my way home, from dropping Mary off, but I'll have to ellaborate on that later

here are some photos that made the day great